Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Bio as your front

I just realized that whenever I sign up for sites, I'm usually required to enter my bio. Front cover is very important for any magazine to be a sell-out. The same goes as your social networking profile. The cooler (or the weirder) your bio is, the more invites you get.
I think it's time for me to step up and redo my bio lah. However, this issue puts me in a dilemma on how to best present myself: I can't seem to write up a cool bio!
Should I do it like this,

Bio

Name: haha collander colonel sanders VII
Age: Forever 17
DOB: Inconsequential. I'm immortal, hah!
Horoscope: Virgo (Virgo pic seems to be way HOT than a ketam bunga)
Height: I'm as tall as a coconut tree
Blood type: ABCDE. What can I say, I'm just out of this world, bebeh.
Favourite: Beautiful people/things
Hate: Ugly people/things

or should i do a normal one like this:

Bio

Name: Peoople call me Saki
Age: 20 now but the 0 behind will change annually.
DOB: I was born in the great 1989, July 4th.
Horoscope: Ketam bunga @ Cancer (no, not Cancer, the disease)
Height: 151 cm
Blood type: Boring O
Favourite: Too many things to be included here.
Hate: Refer to 'Favourite' section.

So, which one should I use?

Monday, December 28, 2009

Kerja banyak!!!

My house is nearby, so it's easy for me to commute to and fro from uni to home lah.
Trying to steel myself against temptation, I decided to not go back home last Friday. Iyelah, cuti 4 hari, boleh main game, lepak-lepak, tengok TV, etc..
"Macam tu bila assignments nak habis, bongok!," said my alter ego.
So I didn't go back home, kononnya nak buat assignments lah.
I ended up sleeping most of the time.
Come Sunday, I looked at my list of assignments:
1)argumentative essay-do outline for the effectiveness of affective education in Malaysia.
2)Why people learn English and outline on ways to facilitate English learning for future generation-do ppt slides.
3)Fry readability chart-find a story that's suitable for form 1-2 students-do an analysis on the text.
4) hafal surah al-Baqarah 101-102, An-Nisaa 34 and the whole surah of Al-Mulk.
5) Buat teks ucapan-BM kerjaya (possible topic: ucapan majlis perkahwinan)
6)presentation on Moral Development in middle childhood.

Tak ada satu pon yang dah siap.
Pergi bilik Ian.Gosip 3 jam. Habis task no.6.

All in all, sama ja balik ke tak: tak habis kerja pun.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

timetable

seeing that syahmi has posted his schedule, I'm tempted to show off mine.
ehem, here it goes:

MONDAY & WEDNESDAY
10-11.30am Moral Development from Psychological Perspective
2-3pm Bahasa Melayu Kerjaya
5-6-30pm Islam, Knowledge & Civilization

TUESDAY & THURSDAY
8.30-10am English for Academic Purpose
10-11.30am Issues in TESL
2-3.30pm Teaching Reading for Secondary School

FRIDAY
ilek class

SATURDAY
8-10am Family Management & Parenting


It's a very dull schedule, with boring subjects. Yawn~
p/s: I wouldn't mind swapping schedule with you syahmi

Monday, December 14, 2009

Drabbles of this month

I still haven't achieved my GPA target, which sucks, but at least it's not going down either: I'm like the goat who's sitting on the gate, waiting to jump and kiss the flat surface of the earth with its fragrant grass. Ok, I'm crapping again -_-

UIA is not a dump, but its not a droll place either (i guess that's because we still have KLCC nearby, which is to say it's not that cool of a place but still, a monument of civilization nearby calms my heart).

Oh, ahah!
I'm taking up to 8 subjects this semester (didn't I do that every sem? Oh yeah, I did! How wonderful!)
Ehem, UIA is such a wonderful higher education institution. It defies the nature of normality whereby we, it's students are introduced to new subjects every semester, mentioned with effect at the moment it is announced. I still have 8 hours worth of my precious time to be spent for Arabic.

Moving on about book raves: I'm currently hooked on Mallorean saga by David Eddings. It is basically a continuation of the Belgariad series by the same mentioned author. The story is basically about a hero on a quest to save the world and oh, his son is kidnapped by the opposing faction of destiny. There is one part of the story which I like most: Belgarath the Sorcerer was having a conversation with the devious Silk a.k.a Prince Kheldar of Drasnia about good and evil. Belgarath simply said that the concept of good and bad is too complicated. To indirectly quote the sorcerer on his view about the struggle between two fates: It's more about 'them' and 'us'. Good and evil are too much simple too be defined. I kind of agree with him. Each and everyone of us has a fixed concept about good and bad (or evil), and we tend to look at our perspective only, rather than looking at other's. Call me agnostic or whatever, I still think that good and bad is not a fixed concept as truth can be subjective for individuals.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Bilingualism

Def: knows more than 1 language in the same modality (Japanese+Englsih: modality writing), and knows more than 1 language in different modality (Jap:speaking+English writing).

Becoming bilingual:
1)simultaneous learning situation-more than 1 L at the same time.
1P-1L, 1P-2L
E.g: A child learns 2 languages at the same time at home when 1 parent speaks BM and one parent speaks Eng.

2)Sequential learning situation-intro to 2ndL after 1stL has been introduced (possibility: through different stage of acquisition)
E.g: situation with children of immigrants

Transfer effect of L1 on L2 learning-Not every pair of languages can be expected to be acquired at the same rate
1. similarity of syntax
2. similarity of vocab
3. sound system

Language shift: happens when a community abandon their native language and collectively shift to speaking another one instead.
-It can happen slowly or rapidly.
-Happens when 2 cultures/population with differnt languages conme into intense conatact =those who shift are the weaker/minority group (tupically), sometimes majority shift language.

Language Loss:loss of langauge due to langauge standardization, lack of respect for the dialect or culture
= dialect loss
E.g: England is dialect-hostile, made standard English a compulsory-no dialect.

Language Death: complete dissaperance of a language.
-usually a gradual process.
Types of Language death:1. Sudden: all speakers are killed or dead.
E.g: Tasmanian case.
2. Radical- under threat and political repression, or genocide (Nez Perce).
3. Gradual-minority languages dies out in contact with socially dominant language.
4. Bottom-to-top: survives only in a few contexts (e.g: Latin; liturgical use)

Revitalization languages:Refers to any deliberate effort to recover the spoken use of a language that is no longer spoken or learned at home
1. corpus planning
-modernization of lexicon (vocab)
-implement writing system
2. status planning
-build lay loyalty
-accept lanaguage in broader range of social functions

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

this week's ranting

yay! exam is around the corner (next tuesday, 3rd NOvember 2009). I haven't read the foggiest idea on what the hell I'm reading. Yippee!!! what a joy!
I discovered that i can be very vapid when I'm confused.
haha..i'm currently reading "baby bitch", which has nothing to do with language shift, language losss, language death. linguistic ppl, care to shed some light on this particular topic to me? i'm a friggin blockhead (i assure you my precious self, this condition shall poof when we're out of uni, yes it will my preciousss)
i've been wondering whether syahmi has ever worn any pink articles before (the effect of men wearing anything pink is ghastly) and fervently hope he doesn't.
btw, i want to rectify what Ian has said to me this week: I am not turning into a goody-two-shoes and I certainly have not been curb my tongue for the sake of other people's sentiment: I'm just overtired and if I try to be argumentative, I'd slurr my speech and it'll become vapid since I can't deliver my curses in colourful manner. Conclusion: I am so NOT nice and I will never be. Wait till hell freeze over!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

I had an accident with a rented car last Saturday, haha...

It sucks. I was driving a rented car and I hit a pillar in front of Mahallah Asiah. There are piccies of the the whole thing; car, dent and tow truck.
I had to replace the left side shaft (it F&*^ing broke! the thing's supposed to be really sturdy and all) and cement the dent, paint it, blah,blah. The repair costs me nearly RM300. I can't believe it, since the shaft should cost about rm30 but the workshop charged rm80, that was friggin gila! and the owner wanted me to do the allignment, which is supposed to be her responsibility in the first place because she rented her defective car and she didn't bother to service the thing which explains why the bloody shaft got broken and my friends and I could have been killed if we had driven it outside the campus.
We were traumatized by that accident (I was really going to cry). Luckily, there was this nice uncle and Akhmal's friends who helped us with the stupid car since it won't budge (it got stuck in the middle of the archway since the shaft broke and the car couldn't be steered away from there)
(laughs maniacally) My life sucks! Gawd, why can't u just make a hole appear and suck me right down the bottom 'coz you made my life friggin horrible!

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Haha...

Selamat Hari Raya. kalau ada salah silap, mintak maaf la ye.
am too lazy to celebrate raya this year, don't have any energy left. UIA sucked everything away. I hate that place (throwing mental bombs at that ***)
btw, my hol sucks.

Fatin said I will gradually embrace the place. Sorry dahling, my hatred towards that place grows ever strong.

Syahmi, I'm glad you are thriving happily in USM.

Aimi, even though she always complain about being run ragged by the activities in UPM, she sounds like she's having a blast studying there.

Boy, am I glad you guys are doing fine surviving in uni!

I know complain too much (I complained about going to UiTM before but in the end I was ok with that place) but I can't help it. My life really sucks. I'm stuck with bloodsuckers who did nothing and yet still get better CGPA which makes me angry I f****** don't understand how it becomes like that. I can't really comprehend my syllabuses, I'm taking way too little of TESL-based subjects. Why the hell do I need to learn moral and bloody social works, fu*ktard things which I can barely understand I feel like being dunk underwater while learning how to spell MONKEY which is really frustrating I HATE those classes. I can't really talk with people around me other than ian and fafa but it's still limited because I don't feel like I can confide a lot of stuff to them and farah has limited capacity of understanding anything complex and dina, bleh!, Akmal sucks macam biskut and most of the people there are too busy or not very understanding I'm scared i'd be condemned if i voice out what's on my mind, or they're just too pious it's suffocating to be there. WHY?WHY?WHY CANT'T I JUST ADAPT LIKE YOU GUYS?

I never cried about lame stuff like this before; I feel like I'm going to fail in everything for eternity because I can't even be comfortable and do things my way and I feel like such an invalid because I'm not good in being nice and friendly and all, I feel like fake doing things in UIA's way. I want to channge badly but my mom said she can't afford to pay more to send me somewhere else. She just doesn't want me to quit UIA because she bloody loves it. I hate everything around me, my face hurts like hell because I can't smile and I frowned way too much and even though I try smiling, most of the time, they are fake it's tiring.

I just can't call anyone and talk to any friends anymore because I would cry buckets and I don't want to look pathetic.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Mesti pergi Sunway Pyramid: end of year event

Mari la pergi comic festival nnt.

Biskut raya dan ceritera....

Promosi kuih raya dlm toilet
*M cuci tgn kt toilet, jumpa plak S. Mereka bersembang dan M pon ajak pg bilik dia.
M: dtg la blk aku.
S: angkat kening, "buat apa?"
M: sample kueh raya la
S: oo...puasa x cukup dh mkn kuih raya!sedap ke kueh raya kau?
M: hehehe...mst la. pas sample, beli la yek. harga aku dpt murah skit.

i was laughing like hell when i heard that advertisement. venue: toilet mahallah ruqayyah, level 2

lagi cerita kuih raya....

Mak Ian suruh dia jual kuih raya kt lectureres ktorg. kami tolong la dia pikir cam na nk repackage kuih raya utk sample. bukak-bukak jer..kami diperkenalkan dgn jenis-jenis kuih raya (ye la.aku ni kan jakun sket pasal kuih2 ni).
I: ni kuih semprit
S: Oo...camtu kuih semprit.
(masuk satu dlm mulut) sedap la.
F: rasa gak. Uhm, sedap.
I: ni plak chocolate chips, n tart nenas
S: yang tu I kenal
I & F:Pandai S!kenal pon!---S sgt jahil pasal mknn local. aku baru tau karipap ada inti lain selain drpd potato.
Pastu asyik cakap "sedap!" n sumbat kuih raya masuk mulut. rase cam x sempat je nk bg sample ktt org lain -_-

FYI, I've tasted bakso! yeah! agak ok la jugak.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

The Mating of Shark

There was this one fateful day when my friends and I were chatting about eco-friendly, biodegradeble plastic, which then veered to the critical condition of our ocean. X mentioned about the extinction of sharks and whales (which we couldn't care less because hey, we don't like sharks, get off!). Haha..it turned to a question about how sharks procreate. I know I'm no biggie on environment and all those love our nature, join the PETA, blah, blah, blah stuff but I am SURE I'm not ignorant about the environment lah. Cis btol ko X! Ok, back to the topic. We were enlightened by haha..X, about how sharks mate.

"Sharks mate when the male deposits sperm into the female's body. Male sharks have claspers as part of their pelvic, or second pectoral, fins. These are placed into an opening in the female's body and sperm passes along grooves in the clasper. Btw, do you know a male shark has two penis?"

...one of the things that makes X takes interest in Marine Biology -_-"

drain-brain conversation 1:

Tiff: yeah, I do watch porn. what's so exciting about it anyway?
X: (sigh) that's because the primeval urge of human being is absent within you babe.
S: -_-' yeah, right. that makes you a true primate.
X: (throws dagger on virtual plane) I'm a perfectly normal girl with urges ya know!
Tiff & S: Acck!!!

Fixation

Kamenashi Kazuya looks hot in "Kami no Shizuku", with his mature appeals as he plows his way into the world of gastronomy and wines. Yes, his famous phrase in the drama, "目を覚ます、バッカス!" gives me shivers. His invocation to Bacchus is certainly dramatic and appealing. Nya~~ *he looks hot with *that* look.

Moving on to Hiro Mizushima in "Mei-chan no Shitsuji", who adhere to his calm, unruffled look makes me want to cry. For shame, he's married! What a lost to his rabid fan (I'm one). Still, marriage does not hamper me from drooling whenever I see his drama (He looks cool in Kamen Raider Kabuto. Smexeh!)

Ah~~ There are still Akanishi, Gackt, Hyde and other bishies to be watched on DVDs. So, wait for me, you gguys!. I shall make haste completing my assignments so that I can feast my eyes on bishounen, satisfy my craving for the sparkling beauty of Japanese men.

xxxThe girl who's fixated on Japanese drama, I mean bishie.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

I was told off, "No PTPTN!"

Being a good daughter, I tried to apply for PTPTN loan (my mom does not approve of taking loan). So, I tried to apply it secretly. My friend told me,"Ask your mother first." Ok, so I called her and lo! She scolded me because I asked her about the mentioned topic.
"Kenapa nak membazir? Kan mak boleh bayar. Tak payah nak gedik ambik ptptn. Mak tau kau nak berbelanja lebih. Jangan asyik ikut kawan. Diorang tu suka membazir."
....My mom just never understands other people have financial difficulties (including her own daughter lah)
It's not fair. I have to work my butt off to cover my stipend allowance.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

I turned 20 but I've stopped aging way before that

I have just celebrated my 20th birthday last Saturday (reluctantly due to persistent effort of denying time has caught me under it's wings) and thank God! nothing happens (discounting my sudden weight gain, at least nothing radical).
I was having periodical depression and fugue (fyi, it's a state of temporary blankness where a person in fugue state go over to places without realizing what he's doing, unable to recall memories of what he has done after the fugue period)for over 3 weeks, with fear hanging heavily over me: I don't want to be an adult. I think I had some sort of Peter Pan syndrome, excluding the merry-making, cheerfulness and pranks of children of Neverland.
The only good thing that I can think of happened to me was having a 3 months break from UIA. This small comfort, too will vanish in less than 1 week. Huu...I have class next week T_T
Talking about passing through life, there's a poem that I feel fit the description of the process of aging.

Roads go ever ever on,
Over rock and under tree,
By caves where never sun has shone,
By streams that never find the sea;

Over snow by winter sown,
And through the merry flowers of June,
Over grass and over stone,
And under mountains in the moon.

Roads go ever ever on
Under cloud and under star,
Yet feet that wandering have gone
Turn at last to home afar.

Eyes that fire and sword have seen
And horror in the halls of stone
Look at last on meadows green
And trees and hills they long have known

This poem, from "The Hobbit" by Tolkien is how Bilbo Baggins describes his journey with Thorin & Co. thieving from Smaug. Though, my interpretation of this lovely poem is deviantly far off. I feel that the first line in the first stanza symbolizes the process of living, a journey from one adventure to another. Lol. I've seen tinders and small fires but I've not quite yet reach the pinnacle of my series of adventure in life; as far as I'm concerned, the dragon that needs slaying in my life is not yet here at the moment: no huge crisis that threatens me to the extent of perishable condition for the time being.

Until the dragon that needs slaying come, I shall prepare myself as extensively as I can with gathered wits and conventional wisdom on problem solving methods.

Friday, July 3, 2009

Gender bender

There is a stage in life where you start questioning about your sexuality. Nothing as crazy as doubting your sexuality after being mojoed by a loco gypsy-magician (like in "Lalola"), but more on whether you have the sexual quality of of your fixed gender. This confusion applies to both gender. For example, you are a man, and like normal, heterosexual man, you found women in general, are attractive. But so are men (attractive, I mean).Okay, this is where we tread on dangerous water. You find yourself doubting about your sexuality. You start to question yourself, "Am I a gay?" or "Am I a bi?".
Sounds familiar? You might start getting heebie jeebies when you give this topic a thought. I know I did. I like men (with the exception of orang utan-looking man). I love to see how they smile, their gestures, their gait. Simply put, I love oggling hunky dory guys. BUT, I also find women enchanting to look at; their carefully painted eyes, their flirtatious sway, the way their legs move (women with long legs are simply eye-poppers), and their breasts. I know it sounds disgusting; I felt that way too when I caught myself thinking like that, scared the hell out of me. I thought, "Shit! I can't be bisexual, that's like incest to like girls and it's disgusting!"
It's an uncomfortable situation to be in, what's with the taboo of having sex talk and all. I couldn't bring the topic out and talk about this to anyone. I was ashamed, scared and disgusted at myself.
After some time, I came across a few others who faced the same dilemma, and some of them had overcome this confusion about their sexuality. It turned out that my fear was baseless. Some people do find people of same gender attractive: it's all in physical attraction chemistry. I just misinterpreted my attraction of other females as an omen of turning into a bi. It just happens that like many others, I'm easily attracted to people with attractive physiques, regardless of gender. Phew, am I glad to confirm my own sexuality.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Radical changes

I've been reading about Black Panthers, an organization that promotes Black Power and self-defense. They were an icon of counterculture in the time where coloured people were mistreated in the United States during 1960's. The Black Panthers Party had this notion about negating racial exclusivity; they organized a lot of community programs to alleviate poverty and improve health service for the minority, regardless of race and religion.
Unfortunately, like faith gone rampant, the organization had diverted from their true objectives.
Just like the situation in West Asia, where zealotry runs rampant and people start to kill each other because of the difference in faith.
The world is changing, how much?, I can't tell much because I have been living less than two decades. Though, I can certainly have a few words on the changes that I've seen during my sojourn on this physical body of mine. Back then, commodity price was lower. Back then, neighbours still swap dishes and juicy gossips (it's pretty rare nowadays to have that kind of exchange). These days, you can't even get a decent popsicle lower tahn 30 cent (the thing that never change is Tiger Orange Popsicle still cost 20 cent). These changes may not seem radical for most, but these things sure move up fast; there're bound to be more changes in the future. Because we live, changes are constantly needed to keep the world moving.
We live, laugh, do damage to certain degree, feel sad, anger and remorse, for some, live the way we want, and then come death. Life sounds meaningless sometimes? Yep, it does, for me. Still, I believe that we live for a purpose, each to fit with the design of fate for the future. It sounds SO poetic. Hahaha. So, I shall not lose all my marbles in one go and keep my faith that I am able to bring changes to the world, to make it better for the future generation.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Food!

I really love food. I get crazy if there's any delicious food around. I can't resist buying a lot of them (foods). I rarely get to finish everything, maybe because I've gotten older so my stomach can't take 'em all anymore. It usually ends up being me distributing my portions to everyone (my friends). Sigh. The only times I finish up a plate of Kuey Teow Hong Kong are when I'm really hungry and haven't taken my meal for a day long or when I get scolded by my mom or Ian. I adore Fafa because she always help me finish whatever there is on my plate. The consequence of stuffing up till everything's cleared in the plate:stomach ache and diarrhoea.

I've really gotten old......

T_T

There are these horrible habits of mine: snatching other people's food and asking them to blanja me.

I'm terribly unladylike. -_-
I never thought much about it until lately.
(shrugs) oh well, I don't care much about having a bf. I just ditched one recently.I think of him as a wonderful friend than a lover. I really hope that he's going to play with me again after this. He's such a wonderful guy, very handy to be around when he's around ^_^

Drat! I missed that episode!

I was flicking away the channel, trying to vanquish my boredom by seeking the ultimate TV show. I changed to TV3 and found it! There was this Spanish soap drama 'Lalola' where this guy's body was transformed by a witch into a gorgeous female. He, or rather the newly turned she, went through hell to adjust to her new bootylicious body and being the chief editor for a famous magazine and her co-workers were bent on making her life miserable because she was an oddish person. She wanted to change back to her normal form so bad, which I think is a bad idea. I mean, come on, he was an average, not so yummy guy and was changed unwillingly to a gorgeous gal. It could have been worse. The witch could have turned him@her(can I call lola trans?!) into a horrendous, ugly bitch. Ungrateful person.

Oh yah, the thing is I watched the second episode and missed the first one. $%&*

I am so happy 'cause I get to filch my mom's computer at the office. She's too busy doing the investment thingy downstairs, and hosting Tupperware party and all.

Eh, to those who read this post, if you want to buy Tupperware goodies, just order through me. I'll post 'em pronto to you.

There's also the vacation club where you pay a little and get a lot. Royal Liner Express to Langkawi and Singapore for thiose who join it. All you have to do is to recommend others to join the club. Other than that, you get paid!Want to join? Contact me at kepple89@yahoo.com. Exclusive for Malaysians only ya.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

MAdneSs Out, VacaTion In

Yay! exam is over!

Hmm...what sould I do ya?.....
1)it's a must; watch X-Men Origin:Wolverine
2)finish KS edit
3)play Der Langrisser for the hundred umpeteenth time
4)find a job
5)stop writing crap.

JEmbokekehuhujyungphehtahyuyuolalalalashishishipretpotpatipatimwahahaferefereizipsh..
*new incantation of inner serenity*
it works wondr on my mind, seriously

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

I have never post up my academic minutae here, haven't I?

Hmmm.........This semester I'm taking Syllabus Design & Material, which requires all of us here in UIA, to actually design a syllabus and do all those research stuff, compile everything and plan for an English enhancement class/workshop.

I took Moral Development From Sociology Perspective, which requires us to take a look at the society and how it contributes to moral development, problems that we encounter in developing a society that is excellent morally. Blah, blah, blah...i'ts boring.

And then, there's Understanding Students with Special Educational Needs where we learn generally about disabilities, how to overcome difficulties in teaching students who have disabilities or special needs and also about the moral responsibility in teaching these type of students.

We have this adequate Intro to Lit class. I've done, so far, Orwell's essay, Dick Gregory's, and Anne Frank's Diary for non fiction. Erm...for fiction, we've done what ya? O, ya...William Faulkner's A Rose for Emily, Hills Like White Elephants and A Clean, Well-Lighted Place by Hemingway and I can't remember lalala~~~ Oh, we also do The Tempest. I so love Shakespeare.

There's Bahasaa Melayu Lanjutan. Pretty self-explanatory.

Phonology for ELT. I got recorded for one of my teaching presentation. Yay! That was fun.

Ahaha...my grammar has become inconsistent.

Oh, I got Study Circle 2, for cocu. The idea of cocu that requires me to sit and do nothing is very, very disturbing; I absolutely hate it!

Hmm...

Monday, February 23, 2009

Present vacuum

As usual, because I so love to procrastinate, I'm having a very heavy traffic on mt to-do list. At present, my head is swimming with TPR, N Prabhu and hahaha..audio-lingualism.Blerrghh!!!

Oh yeah, speaking about phonology, my presentation on vowel/consonant and difficulties in pronunciation sucks-big time. It's really hard even though we're learning it in general- what with the phonotactic constraints.If I have to take specialization in phonology, I'd drop dead, frothing. oy, oy,oui!

Children live in now and here moment. It's been proven in the grammar usage and memory capacity. Why am I writing it here? ehehehe..because I've just been sounded over my mindless state; I forget things that happened after 10 minutes and I'm usually absorbed in whatever I'm doing, I don't think. I don't think. I don't think. I even forget about what I do in the morning after 2 o'clock. (sigh) I should really try mastering memory retention technique. Growing up is the most tedious, painful and troublesome thing ever. I wish I'd be like this forever and ever, but hey, nothing comes without progress. Oh, well. I guess things will get better. It can't be worse than now, right?

Happy birthday to Fatin 'Izzati bt Mohd Radzi!
All best wishes from me. Stay healthy, have fun and conquer the world. Hmm...bila dia dah jadi Menteri Sukan, agak-agak boleh dapat tiket match for free tak?aku kan kawan nye yang comel. Ahahaha~~~

Friday, February 13, 2009

Feeling blue all the way up to the mountain

I've been feeling low lately, I wallow in self-pity and disgust over everything that I have and have done. -sigh- I wonder if the world would be a better place if I'm not here.
which brings me to the question of what will happen if i'm not here (non existant)?

here's what i got....
1)no one would harrass all creatures labeled as "Saki's friends"
2)it would totally be boring without my soap dramas, complaints and my horrible retorts over everything and that means i leave nothing to be left uncomplained.
3)who'd be the boss? duh. go figure
4)no one would be powed. that's a bad thing. terrible. too horrible to describe. i mean, my friends will be having too much money and they might not be able to spend it all and they won't be having any space left so they should empty 'em so that they can have space for the money that they're going to get from parents/ptptu/scholarship.That's a very logical reasoning and there could be no better way than spending their money for on me!
5)people would so totally miss my outrageous cuteness
6)syahmi would wail over nobody over his heartaches and misfortunes that befell on him. aimi would be to. I am after all their unpaid sympathizer cum friend cum lowly trained psychiatrist cum life counsellor.
7)no more late night meeting cum gossip sesion cum dbsk screamer cause i'm the organizer.duh.
8)sapa lg nk wat dajal dlm kelas klu x da moi
9).........to be continued

Friday, February 6, 2009

Missing somebody

Friends are the greatest treasure you could have.there is a poem by e.e. cummings that reminds me of all my friends. no matter how far we're apart, they're always in my heart. i might have been insensitive, played cruel jokes on them or said hurtfull things (which i don't really mean them,o, most of the time anyway. i just love to say out spiteful thing because i'm naturally narcisstic), but that doesn't mean that i don't care for my friends. i might not contact them for along time, but that doesn't mean that i don't miss them. i do. i miss them for every single breath i take. i feel grateful for every single friend that i've made and i look forward to add some more. friends are like pieces of puzzle that shape you into what you are and what you will be. kudos to cummings for reminding me that friends that you've lost contact with aren't lost, they're still there, in your heart, forever and always.

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Hairy, please don't pick your nose!

I haven't posted anything for ages in here....Hmm, here it goes.

Complaints:
1)I have a lot of assignments to be finished T_T
2)I've been feeling depressed over nothing for the past week up til now =_=
3)I need more money!!!!!

I have this one class where we have to learn about co-curriculum, how to organise sports, blablabla....The lecturer's as dull as trolls=he speaks gibberishly in alien tongue aka BM. I can't understand what he talks most of the time. Though there there is one particular feature of his that managed to capture my attention: his humongous, cavernous nostrils!! His are really deep and dark, I wonder if there is any monsters that lurks around in that creepy region. (shudders)I've never seen anything like that until recently. That proves that human being really evolve (in behaviour and in anatomical figure).

Talking about nostrils also reminds me about long nostril hair and nostril shaver. Does anyone have any idea where I can get one? That'll be the best present that a male friend could have. After all, men nowadays are getting savvier about looking good. Long nostril hair can really mar one's look and thus, harms one's chance to get better acquianted with the opposite sex.

New proverb: As gooey as fresh booger
It means, semi-slimy and disgusting.

Monday, January 12, 2009

Gundam 00

People looks at you when you are different.

This is what happened when I kick ass, use profanities, and talk loudly.

I was in phonology class this morning when an Indon called me. "tahniah, anda menang rm 10, 000." He asked for my account no. to transfer the money. I was sceptical about it. Since when Celcom hired Indon workers. I told him to call me back half an hour later. He called back (again!that persistant bastard!) when I was in Lit class. I told him straight I don't believe his farce, "Let me talk to your manager." Not surprisingly, he asked me, "saya x faham. blh tak ckp bm."
Hah! mana ada celcom personnel yg x leh ckp english.nampak sgt menipu.
pastu, I told him. "You are lying. I'm not interested in your scam." It was done loudly, my lecturer was staring at me. ^_^"

Hmm...Akmal bought kebab for us. Yay! penjimatan duit hari ini!

Ever since I'm here, I have become really careful about my expenses. Bayar yuran dgn duit sendiri, pastu dh x da duit nk belanja T_T

I've tried very hard to improve my BM, to the point of conversing in BM-eventhough I could hardly understand my gibberish talk. Haha..Ian, Fafa, Dina and Akmal always correct mistakes, though. Once, we were in Bm class, and the lecturer asked us to give factors that contributes to the spread of BM (pre-Indepandance). I didn't hear the instruction clearly.Obviously. So, merepek-repek la, buh kemunculan printing machine menyebabkan BM tersebar, blablabla...nk eja percetakan. i tanya la org sebelah, dia tgk i semacam. pastu dina bg tau, "u merepek apa. pencetakan la." malu gla-_-" lecturer tu gelak2 bla baca i punya jwpn.

I tried hard not to complain too much since my friends here got immuned la...I figured out drowning them with my complaints is just the 'out' thing; they're not that annoyed when I do that. Heh..nowadays I pepper them with nonsense stuff and keep asking them to blanja me. These ploy work wonderfully ^_^ Thanks to that, I've saved a lot of moolah.

Sigh, they can be frigging annoying when they don't respond to my mischief and tricks. I'm awfully cruel to Farah, though because she's fun to bother. Ngahahaha...

I'm watching Gundam 00 season 2 right now, even though I have a lot of assignment to be finished. Kufufu......my life sounds AWFULLY boring. Gahhh!!!