Present vacuum

As usual, because I so love to procrastinate, I'm having a very heavy traffic on mt to-do list. At present, my head is swimming with TPR, N Prabhu and hahaha..audio-lingualism.Blerrghh!!!

Oh yeah, speaking about phonology, my presentation on vowel/consonant and difficulties in pronunciation sucks-big time. It's really hard even though we're learning it in general- what with the phonotactic constraints.If I have to take specialization in phonology, I'd drop dead, frothing. oy, oy,oui!

Children live in now and here moment. It's been proven in the grammar usage and memory capacity. Why am I writing it here? ehehehe..because I've just been sounded over my mindless state; I forget things that happened after 10 minutes and I'm usually absorbed in whatever I'm doing, I don't think. I don't think. I don't think. I even forget about what I do in the morning after 2 o'clock. (sigh) I should really try mastering memory retention technique. Growing up is the most tedious, painful and troublesome thing ever. I wish I'd be like this forever and ever, but hey, nothing comes without progress. Oh, well. I guess things will get better. It can't be worse than now, right?

Happy birthday to Fatin 'Izzati bt Mohd Radzi!
All best wishes from me. Stay healthy, have fun and conquer the world. Hmm...bila dia dah jadi Menteri Sukan, agak-agak boleh dapat tiket match for free tak?aku kan kawan nye yang comel. Ahahaha~~~

Feeling blue all the way up to the mountain

I've been feeling low lately, I wallow in self-pity and disgust over everything that I have and have done. -sigh- I wonder if the world would be a better place if I'm not here.
which brings me to the question of what will happen if i'm not here (non existant)?

here's what i got....
1)no one would harrass all creatures labeled as "Saki's friends"
2)it would totally be boring without my soap dramas, complaints and my horrible retorts over everything and that means i leave nothing to be left uncomplained.
3)who'd be the boss? duh. go figure
4)no one would be powed. that's a bad thing. terrible. too horrible to describe. i mean, my friends will be having too much money and they might not be able to spend it all and they won't be having any space left so they should empty 'em so that they can have space for the money that they're going to get from parents/ptptu/scholarship.That's a very logical reasoning and there could be no better way than spending their money for on me!
5)people would so totally miss my outrageous cuteness
6)syahmi would wail over nobody over his heartaches and misfortunes that befell on him. aimi would be to. I am after all their unpaid sympathizer cum friend cum lowly trained psychiatrist cum life counsellor.
7)no more late night meeting cum gossip sesion cum dbsk screamer cause i'm the organizer.duh.
8)sapa lg nk wat dajal dlm kelas klu x da moi
9).........to be continued

Missing somebody

Friends are the greatest treasure you could have.there is a poem by e.e. cummings that reminds me of all my friends. no matter how far we're apart, they're always in my heart. i might have been insensitive, played cruel jokes on them or said hurtfull things (which i don't really mean them,o, most of the time anyway. i just love to say out spiteful thing because i'm naturally narcisstic), but that doesn't mean that i don't care for my friends. i might not contact them for along time, but that doesn't mean that i don't miss them. i do. i miss them for every single breath i take. i feel grateful for every single friend that i've made and i look forward to add some more. friends are like pieces of puzzle that shape you into what you are and what you will be. kudos to cummings for reminding me that friends that you've lost contact with aren't lost, they're still there, in your heart, forever and always.

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Hairy, please don't pick your nose!

I haven't posted anything for ages in here....Hmm, here it goes.

Complaints:
1)I have a lot of assignments to be finished T_T
2)I've been feeling depressed over nothing for the past week up til now =_=
3)I need more money!!!!!

I have this one class where we have to learn about co-curriculum, how to organise sports, blablabla....The lecturer's as dull as trolls=he speaks gibberishly in alien tongue aka BM. I can't understand what he talks most of the time. Though there there is one particular feature of his that managed to capture my attention: his humongous, cavernous nostrils!! His are really deep and dark, I wonder if there is any monsters that lurks around in that creepy region. (shudders)I've never seen anything like that until recently. That proves that human being really evolve (in behaviour and in anatomical figure).

Talking about nostrils also reminds me about long nostril hair and nostril shaver. Does anyone have any idea where I can get one? That'll be the best present that a male friend could have. After all, men nowadays are getting savvier about looking good. Long nostril hair can really mar one's look and thus, harms one's chance to get better acquianted with the opposite sex.

New proverb: As gooey as fresh booger
It means, semi-slimy and disgusting.