Pain of growing up

I bang my head on the wall, "bang!","bang!", "bang!" to ease the pain in head. I scratched the wall with my own fingers until the bleed, the blood running down my hands like tiny rivulets of scarlet rivers. I kicked against the wall, pleading to the unknown force to make this pain in me stop.

The pain doesn't go away.

"It f^&%$#@ hurts!"

"Stop!," sobbing, "please stop it".


The unknown looks at me silently, wearing a mask of pity and sadness.


I screamed at it, "Why me?", pointing an accusing finger at the figure.


"It is the pain of life, child," he sighs,"One cannot feel bliss bliss without pain, one cannot be happy without sadness. No one can escape it, this pain. 'Tis the way of the world."

I love myself first, second, and third.

I love myself so much, I can never look at others and fall deeply in love with them (well, superficially, I love them but that's all). Does that make any sense to you my beloved (a.k.a me)?

Yes, oh yes, my precious self. You are the only one that loves me as I am as none shall.

Hmm, don't I sound like Gollum (LOTR) saying, "Yess, my preciouss"

-An excerpt from "Rambling of A Neurotic Girl: A Revelation on The Twisted Mind of Saki"

As opposed to Cak: Aku tak cuti!

next week ada exam. hari isnin paper testing and assessment in education. ada gap a few days. jumaat ada paper arabic.

TT_TT

Dah tak peduli, I just want to pass my arabic. I just don't want to repeat that paper.

Ada test Arrabic jap lagi

hari ini ada test. Arabic. tapi tak study pon. Hahaha...mampos lah saya.

My pick of jewelleries

Jewellery is an arm for life. I read this motto somewhere (can't remember from which ads though). Jewellery designers create beautiful accessories for people to wear. People don't wear accessories just for vanity only: they wear them as armors, as charms, as protections to ward insecurity and to boost self confidence. I like the concept of that: jewelleries as armors for adults. Accessories go a long way to help boost your self-image (and therefore boost your confidence to face whatever comes).

When I browsed through stylishdesign.com, I couldn't help but post this here. The website has a lot of accessories with beautiful designs. These are some of them that caught my eyes simply because they're simple and elegant.







The top one is macintosh-style rose stud earrings, which is awesome. It's simple and pwetty.

And then, there's the red coral pendant with really nice details on the upper silver stem. This one is simply elegant.

Next to it is a flowing design of amethyst bangle.

Ooh, and there is the pearl pendant. Simple, elegant and stylish. Reminds me of The Little Mermaid story. It's an ubber-sexy item bebeh.

The last item is an amber bangle.


Huhu...I can't help but drool over these jewelleries.

Even monkeys can attend university...

IIUM is plagued by monkeys (and wild dogs). Tak payah pergi zoo,datang UIA boleh tengok monyet spesis Macau whatever. Sekali tengok macam marching army, berderet dengan mak bapak, anak cucu cicit, nenek, datuk moyang, semua ada.

Masa facilitate for Program motivasi sekolah rendah, ada la a group of monkeys jalan berderet dekat atas bumbung. Semua pelawat excited tengok sambil cakap dengan seronoknya,"Eh, monyet lah! Tengok, tengok".

Pada masa itu, Ian pon mengeluarkan one liner yang sangat lawak, "We accept everything here". ROFL. Ye, ye universiti kami menerima sesiapa sahaja (sebagai pelajar), termasuk monyet.

Unfortunately, we did not take picture of the monkeys around here. They're ferocious creature. Any unwanted attention given to them directly can result in being chased by keluarga monyet