As usual, because I so love to procrastinate, I'm having a very heavy traffic on mt to-do list. At present, my head is swimming with TPR, N Prabhu and hahaha..audio-lingualism.Blerrghh!!!
Oh yeah, speaking about phonology, my presentation on vowel/consonant and difficulties in pronunciation sucks-big time. It's really hard even though we're learning it in general- what with the phonotactic constraints.If I have to take specialization in phonology, I'd drop dead, frothing. oy, oy,oui!
Children live in now and here moment. It's been proven in the grammar usage and memory capacity. Why am I writing it here? ehehehe..because I've just been sounded over my mindless state; I forget things that happened after 10 minutes and I'm usually absorbed in whatever I'm doing, I don't think. I don't think. I don't think. I even forget about what I do in the morning after 2 o'clock. (sigh) I should really try mastering memory retention technique. Growing up is the most tedious, painful and troublesome thing ever. I wish I'd be like this forever and ever, but hey, nothing comes without progress. Oh, well. I guess things will get better. It can't be worse than now, right?
Happy birthday to Fatin 'Izzati bt Mohd Radzi!
All best wishes from me. Stay healthy, have fun and conquer the world. Hmm...bila dia dah jadi Menteri Sukan, agak-agak boleh dapat tiket match for free tak?aku kan kawan nye yang comel. Ahahaha~~~
Monday, February 23, 2009
Friday, February 13, 2009
Feeling blue all the way up to the mountain
I've been feeling low lately, I wallow in self-pity and disgust over everything that I have and have done. -sigh- I wonder if the world would be a better place if I'm not here.
which brings me to the question of what will happen if i'm not here (non existant)?
here's what i got....
1)no one would harrass all creatures labeled as "Saki's friends"
2)it would totally be boring without my soap dramas, complaints and my horrible retorts over everything and that means i leave nothing to be left uncomplained.
3)who'd be the boss? duh. go figure
4)no one would be powed. that's a bad thing. terrible. too horrible to describe. i mean, my friends will be having too much money and they might not be able to spend it all and they won't be having any space left so they should empty 'em so that they can have space for the money that they're going to get from parents/ptptu/scholarship.That's a very logical reasoning and there could be no better way than spending their money for on me!
5)people would so totally miss my outrageous cuteness
6)syahmi would wail over nobody over his heartaches and misfortunes that befell on him. aimi would be to. I am after all their unpaid sympathizer cum friend cum lowly trained psychiatrist cum life counsellor.
7)no more late night meeting cum gossip sesion cum dbsk screamer cause i'm the organizer.duh.
8)sapa lg nk wat dajal dlm kelas klu x da moi
9).........to be continued
which brings me to the question of what will happen if i'm not here (non existant)?
here's what i got....
1)no one would harrass all creatures labeled as "Saki's friends"
2)it would totally be boring without my soap dramas, complaints and my horrible retorts over everything and that means i leave nothing to be left uncomplained.
3)who'd be the boss? duh. go figure
4)no one would be powed. that's a bad thing. terrible. too horrible to describe. i mean, my friends will be having too much money and they might not be able to spend it all and they won't be having any space left so they should empty 'em so that they can have space for the money that they're going to get from parents/ptptu/scholarship.That's a very logical reasoning and there could be no better way than spending their money for on me!
5)people would so totally miss my outrageous cuteness
6)syahmi would wail over nobody over his heartaches and misfortunes that befell on him. aimi would be to. I am after all their unpaid sympathizer cum friend cum lowly trained psychiatrist cum life counsellor.
7)no more late night meeting cum gossip sesion cum dbsk screamer cause i'm the organizer.duh.
8)sapa lg nk wat dajal dlm kelas klu x da moi
9).........to be continued
Friday, February 6, 2009
Missing somebody
Friends are the greatest treasure you could have.there is a poem by e.e. cummings that reminds me of all my friends. no matter how far we're apart, they're always in my heart. i might have been insensitive, played cruel jokes on them or said hurtfull things (which i don't really mean them,o, most of the time anyway. i just love to say out spiteful thing because i'm naturally narcisstic), but that doesn't mean that i don't care for my friends. i might not contact them for along time, but that doesn't mean that i don't miss them. i do. i miss them for every single breath i take. i feel grateful for every single friend that i've made and i look forward to add some more. friends are like pieces of puzzle that shape you into what you are and what you will be. kudos to cummings for reminding me that friends that you've lost contact with aren't lost, they're still there, in your heart, forever and always.
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
Hairy, please don't pick your nose!
I haven't posted anything for ages in here....Hmm, here it goes.
Complaints:
1)I have a lot of assignments to be finished T_T
2)I've been feeling depressed over nothing for the past week up til now =_=
3)I need more money!!!!!
I have this one class where we have to learn about co-curriculum, how to organise sports, blablabla....The lecturer's as dull as trolls=he speaks gibberishly in alien tongue aka BM. I can't understand what he talks most of the time. Though there there is one particular feature of his that managed to capture my attention: his humongous, cavernous nostrils!! His are really deep and dark, I wonder if there is any monsters that lurks around in that creepy region. (shudders)I've never seen anything like that until recently. That proves that human being really evolve (in behaviour and in anatomical figure).
Talking about nostrils also reminds me about long nostril hair and nostril shaver. Does anyone have any idea where I can get one? That'll be the best present that a male friend could have. After all, men nowadays are getting savvier about looking good. Long nostril hair can really mar one's look and thus, harms one's chance to get better acquianted with the opposite sex.
New proverb: As gooey as fresh booger
It means, semi-slimy and disgusting.
Complaints:
1)I have a lot of assignments to be finished T_T
2)I've been feeling depressed over nothing for the past week up til now =_=
3)I need more money!!!!!
I have this one class where we have to learn about co-curriculum, how to organise sports, blablabla....The lecturer's as dull as trolls=he speaks gibberishly in alien tongue aka BM. I can't understand what he talks most of the time. Though there there is one particular feature of his that managed to capture my attention: his humongous, cavernous nostrils!! His are really deep and dark, I wonder if there is any monsters that lurks around in that creepy region. (shudders)I've never seen anything like that until recently. That proves that human being really evolve (in behaviour and in anatomical figure).
Talking about nostrils also reminds me about long nostril hair and nostril shaver. Does anyone have any idea where I can get one? That'll be the best present that a male friend could have. After all, men nowadays are getting savvier about looking good. Long nostril hair can really mar one's look and thus, harms one's chance to get better acquianted with the opposite sex.
New proverb: As gooey as fresh booger
It means, semi-slimy and disgusting.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Gundam 00
People looks at you when you are different.
This is what happened when I kick ass, use profanities, and talk loudly.
I was in phonology class this morning when an Indon called me. "tahniah, anda menang rm 10, 000." He asked for my account no. to transfer the money. I was sceptical about it. Since when Celcom hired Indon workers. I told him to call me back half an hour later. He called back (again!that persistant bastard!) when I was in Lit class. I told him straight I don't believe his farce, "Let me talk to your manager." Not surprisingly, he asked me, "saya x faham. blh tak ckp bm."
Hah! mana ada celcom personnel yg x leh ckp english.nampak sgt menipu.
pastu, I told him. "You are lying. I'm not interested in your scam." It was done loudly, my lecturer was staring at me. ^_^"
Hmm...Akmal bought kebab for us. Yay! penjimatan duit hari ini!
Ever since I'm here, I have become really careful about my expenses. Bayar yuran dgn duit sendiri, pastu dh x da duit nk belanja T_T
I've tried very hard to improve my BM, to the point of conversing in BM-eventhough I could hardly understand my gibberish talk. Haha..Ian, Fafa, Dina and Akmal always correct mistakes, though. Once, we were in Bm class, and the lecturer asked us to give factors that contributes to the spread of BM (pre-Indepandance). I didn't hear the instruction clearly.Obviously. So, merepek-repek la, buh kemunculan printing machine menyebabkan BM tersebar, blablabla...nk eja percetakan. i tanya la org sebelah, dia tgk i semacam. pastu dina bg tau, "u merepek apa. pencetakan la." malu gla-_-" lecturer tu gelak2 bla baca i punya jwpn.
I tried hard not to complain too much since my friends here got immuned la...I figured out drowning them with my complaints is just the 'out' thing; they're not that annoyed when I do that. Heh..nowadays I pepper them with nonsense stuff and keep asking them to blanja me. These ploy work wonderfully ^_^ Thanks to that, I've saved a lot of moolah.
Sigh, they can be frigging annoying when they don't respond to my mischief and tricks. I'm awfully cruel to Farah, though because she's fun to bother. Ngahahaha...
I'm watching Gundam 00 season 2 right now, even though I have a lot of assignment to be finished. Kufufu......my life sounds AWFULLY boring. Gahhh!!!
This is what happened when I kick ass, use profanities, and talk loudly.
I was in phonology class this morning when an Indon called me. "tahniah, anda menang rm 10, 000." He asked for my account no. to transfer the money. I was sceptical about it. Since when Celcom hired Indon workers. I told him to call me back half an hour later. He called back (again!that persistant bastard!) when I was in Lit class. I told him straight I don't believe his farce, "Let me talk to your manager." Not surprisingly, he asked me, "saya x faham. blh tak ckp bm."
Hah! mana ada celcom personnel yg x leh ckp english.nampak sgt menipu.
pastu, I told him. "You are lying. I'm not interested in your scam." It was done loudly, my lecturer was staring at me. ^_^"
Hmm...Akmal bought kebab for us. Yay! penjimatan duit hari ini!
Ever since I'm here, I have become really careful about my expenses. Bayar yuran dgn duit sendiri, pastu dh x da duit nk belanja T_T
I've tried very hard to improve my BM, to the point of conversing in BM-eventhough I could hardly understand my gibberish talk. Haha..Ian, Fafa, Dina and Akmal always correct mistakes, though. Once, we were in Bm class, and the lecturer asked us to give factors that contributes to the spread of BM (pre-Indepandance). I didn't hear the instruction clearly.Obviously. So, merepek-repek la, buh kemunculan printing machine menyebabkan BM tersebar, blablabla...nk eja percetakan. i tanya la org sebelah, dia tgk i semacam. pastu dina bg tau, "u merepek apa. pencetakan la." malu gla-_-" lecturer tu gelak2 bla baca i punya jwpn.
I tried hard not to complain too much since my friends here got immuned la...I figured out drowning them with my complaints is just the 'out' thing; they're not that annoyed when I do that. Heh..nowadays I pepper them with nonsense stuff and keep asking them to blanja me. These ploy work wonderfully ^_^ Thanks to that, I've saved a lot of moolah.
Sigh, they can be frigging annoying when they don't respond to my mischief and tricks. I'm awfully cruel to Farah, though because she's fun to bother. Ngahahaha...
I'm watching Gundam 00 season 2 right now, even though I have a lot of assignment to be finished. Kufufu......my life sounds AWFULLY boring. Gahhh!!!
Monday, October 13, 2008
Drabbles and questions
Fear can move people to do inscribable things; jumping down from the third floor to escape a loose snake in the building. An artist once said without consciousness, one will have fear. We are scared of things unknown;the invisible monster under the bed, the ghost of the darkest night. We fall prey to guilt and fear the consequence of our actions. Does that mean we create fear in our mind to remind us of deeds that are sinful that we have done?
Life can be harder, more painful than death. A mother may illustrate the pain of childbirth but the pain of growing up is indescribable. Heartache, death, poverty, insecurity, rejection, saying farewell. Aren't they important ingredients of growth? However painful life is, we still move on. Just like a pottery that has been shattered and pieced together back with glue, forming a disfigured piece. Nevertheless, disfigurement sometimes add refinement, giving the piece a sort of untouchable beauty. "Take me apart, rend me assunder. I will still remain intact". A big question pops up in my mind. "How long will it survive the passage of time and torment?"
Life can be harder, more painful than death. A mother may illustrate the pain of childbirth but the pain of growing up is indescribable. Heartache, death, poverty, insecurity, rejection, saying farewell. Aren't they important ingredients of growth? However painful life is, we still move on. Just like a pottery that has been shattered and pieced together back with glue, forming a disfigured piece. Nevertheless, disfigurement sometimes add refinement, giving the piece a sort of untouchable beauty. "Take me apart, rend me assunder. I will still remain intact". A big question pops up in my mind. "How long will it survive the passage of time and torment?"
Monday, September 29, 2008
Nyahahaha..I have nothing to do right now, so I'm trying out a new personality quiz. Hmm...why people love to justify classify others through this kinda quizZ?Isn't social stratification is enough?
Blerghh...the point of my argument is that, do you have to take personality quizzes to assure that you're an egotist, temperamental, etc..? Surely one knows whether one has wart, loves mine-digging more than anything, etc...I do know I can be a bitch when someone pissed me off, but I also happen to be a good therapist to others. Point: You should do something more beneficial than taking personality quizzes.they crap.don't believe them 100%.
Blerghh...the point of my argument is that, do you have to take personality quizzes to assure that you're an egotist, temperamental, etc..? Surely one knows whether one has wart, loves mine-digging more than anything, etc...I do know I can be a bitch when someone pissed me off, but I also happen to be a good therapist to others. Point: You should do something more beneficial than taking personality quizzes.they crap.don't believe them 100%.
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