Food!

I really love food. I get crazy if there's any delicious food around. I can't resist buying a lot of them (foods). I rarely get to finish everything, maybe because I've gotten older so my stomach can't take 'em all anymore. It usually ends up being me distributing my portions to everyone (my friends). Sigh. The only times I finish up a plate of Kuey Teow Hong Kong are when I'm really hungry and haven't taken my meal for a day long or when I get scolded by my mom or Ian. I adore Fafa because she always help me finish whatever there is on my plate. The consequence of stuffing up till everything's cleared in the plate:stomach ache and diarrhoea.

I've really gotten old......

T_T

There are these horrible habits of mine: snatching other people's food and asking them to blanja me.

I'm terribly unladylike. -_-
I never thought much about it until lately.
(shrugs) oh well, I don't care much about having a bf. I just ditched one recently.I think of him as a wonderful friend than a lover. I really hope that he's going to play with me again after this. He's such a wonderful guy, very handy to be around when he's around ^_^

Drat! I missed that episode!

I was flicking away the channel, trying to vanquish my boredom by seeking the ultimate TV show. I changed to TV3 and found it! There was this Spanish soap drama 'Lalola' where this guy's body was transformed by a witch into a gorgeous female. He, or rather the newly turned she, went through hell to adjust to her new bootylicious body and being the chief editor for a famous magazine and her co-workers were bent on making her life miserable because she was an oddish person. She wanted to change back to her normal form so bad, which I think is a bad idea. I mean, come on, he was an average, not so yummy guy and was changed unwillingly to a gorgeous gal. It could have been worse. The witch could have turned him@her(can I call lola trans?!) into a horrendous, ugly bitch. Ungrateful person.

Oh yah, the thing is I watched the second episode and missed the first one. $%&*

I am so happy 'cause I get to filch my mom's computer at the office. She's too busy doing the investment thingy downstairs, and hosting Tupperware party and all.

Eh, to those who read this post, if you want to buy Tupperware goodies, just order through me. I'll post 'em pronto to you.

There's also the vacation club where you pay a little and get a lot. Royal Liner Express to Langkawi and Singapore for thiose who join it. All you have to do is to recommend others to join the club. Other than that, you get paid!Want to join? Contact me at kepple89@yahoo.com. Exclusive for Malaysians only ya.

MAdneSs Out, VacaTion In

Yay! exam is over!

Hmm...what sould I do ya?.....
1)it's a must; watch X-Men Origin:Wolverine
2)finish KS edit
3)play Der Langrisser for the hundred umpeteenth time
4)find a job
5)stop writing crap.

JEmbokekehuhujyungphehtahyuyuolalalalashishishipretpotpatipatimwahahaferefereizipsh..
*new incantation of inner serenity*
it works wondr on my mind, seriously

I have never post up my academic minutae here, haven't I?

Hmmm.........This semester I'm taking Syllabus Design & Material, which requires all of us here in UIA, to actually design a syllabus and do all those research stuff, compile everything and plan for an English enhancement class/workshop.

I took Moral Development From Sociology Perspective, which requires us to take a look at the society and how it contributes to moral development, problems that we encounter in developing a society that is excellent morally. Blah, blah, blah...i'ts boring.

And then, there's Understanding Students with Special Educational Needs where we learn generally about disabilities, how to overcome difficulties in teaching students who have disabilities or special needs and also about the moral responsibility in teaching these type of students.

We have this adequate Intro to Lit class. I've done, so far, Orwell's essay, Dick Gregory's, and Anne Frank's Diary for non fiction. Erm...for fiction, we've done what ya? O, ya...William Faulkner's A Rose for Emily, Hills Like White Elephants and A Clean, Well-Lighted Place by Hemingway and I can't remember lalala~~~ Oh, we also do The Tempest. I so love Shakespeare.

There's Bahasaa Melayu Lanjutan. Pretty self-explanatory.

Phonology for ELT. I got recorded for one of my teaching presentation. Yay! That was fun.

Ahaha...my grammar has become inconsistent.

Oh, I got Study Circle 2, for cocu. The idea of cocu that requires me to sit and do nothing is very, very disturbing; I absolutely hate it!

Hmm...

Present vacuum

As usual, because I so love to procrastinate, I'm having a very heavy traffic on mt to-do list. At present, my head is swimming with TPR, N Prabhu and hahaha..audio-lingualism.Blerrghh!!!

Oh yeah, speaking about phonology, my presentation on vowel/consonant and difficulties in pronunciation sucks-big time. It's really hard even though we're learning it in general- what with the phonotactic constraints.If I have to take specialization in phonology, I'd drop dead, frothing. oy, oy,oui!

Children live in now and here moment. It's been proven in the grammar usage and memory capacity. Why am I writing it here? ehehehe..because I've just been sounded over my mindless state; I forget things that happened after 10 minutes and I'm usually absorbed in whatever I'm doing, I don't think. I don't think. I don't think. I even forget about what I do in the morning after 2 o'clock. (sigh) I should really try mastering memory retention technique. Growing up is the most tedious, painful and troublesome thing ever. I wish I'd be like this forever and ever, but hey, nothing comes without progress. Oh, well. I guess things will get better. It can't be worse than now, right?

Happy birthday to Fatin 'Izzati bt Mohd Radzi!
All best wishes from me. Stay healthy, have fun and conquer the world. Hmm...bila dia dah jadi Menteri Sukan, agak-agak boleh dapat tiket match for free tak?aku kan kawan nye yang comel. Ahahaha~~~

Feeling blue all the way up to the mountain

I've been feeling low lately, I wallow in self-pity and disgust over everything that I have and have done. -sigh- I wonder if the world would be a better place if I'm not here.
which brings me to the question of what will happen if i'm not here (non existant)?

here's what i got....
1)no one would harrass all creatures labeled as "Saki's friends"
2)it would totally be boring without my soap dramas, complaints and my horrible retorts over everything and that means i leave nothing to be left uncomplained.
3)who'd be the boss? duh. go figure
4)no one would be powed. that's a bad thing. terrible. too horrible to describe. i mean, my friends will be having too much money and they might not be able to spend it all and they won't be having any space left so they should empty 'em so that they can have space for the money that they're going to get from parents/ptptu/scholarship.That's a very logical reasoning and there could be no better way than spending their money for on me!
5)people would so totally miss my outrageous cuteness
6)syahmi would wail over nobody over his heartaches and misfortunes that befell on him. aimi would be to. I am after all their unpaid sympathizer cum friend cum lowly trained psychiatrist cum life counsellor.
7)no more late night meeting cum gossip sesion cum dbsk screamer cause i'm the organizer.duh.
8)sapa lg nk wat dajal dlm kelas klu x da moi
9).........to be continued

Missing somebody

Friends are the greatest treasure you could have.there is a poem by e.e. cummings that reminds me of all my friends. no matter how far we're apart, they're always in my heart. i might have been insensitive, played cruel jokes on them or said hurtfull things (which i don't really mean them,o, most of the time anyway. i just love to say out spiteful thing because i'm naturally narcisstic), but that doesn't mean that i don't care for my friends. i might not contact them for along time, but that doesn't mean that i don't miss them. i do. i miss them for every single breath i take. i feel grateful for every single friend that i've made and i look forward to add some more. friends are like pieces of puzzle that shape you into what you are and what you will be. kudos to cummings for reminding me that friends that you've lost contact with aren't lost, they're still there, in your heart, forever and always.

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)